Plaid Ponderings: Thoughts of a Lezz: Archive

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Dec 31st

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I need to leave.

I can’t believe that I’m letting four walls get to me like this. I can’t believe that I’ve been crying off and on for the past two hours because of the way these four walls make ne feel. Self blame and self doubt are bouncing off the walls and echoing inside my head right now. I’ve purposefully secluded myself which is something I said I wouldn’t do anymore. I’m sick of this and I’m sick of...

Dec 31st

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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ihavetogetoutofhere asked: I shall try my darnedest not to freak out next time a girl tries to talk to me.

Dec 30th

ihavetogetoutofhere asked: That's nearly impossible for me.I start mumbling more often that not i stare the walk (or run) away. It's really bad.

Dec 30th

ihavetogetoutofhere asked: Do you ever get nervous around girls? I do all the time. Like today I was at the store and this really gorgeous girl stared talking me about tea and I couldn't speak at all.

Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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chemistryisbliss asked: Hey, I just want to let you know I love your blog. You're hilarious and very smart.

Dec 29th

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kisstherain9118 replied to your photo: Tumblr Crushes: ducksinthehat emilyrohan121 … i am sad i did not make your favs :P I thought you would have! I guess you’re #10. :D

Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

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Dec 28th

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I have such a crush on Toni Morrison. No shame.

Dec 25th

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Why is Brandi Carlile so perfect?

Dec 25th

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Merry Christmas Eve to Me.

Brandi Carlile on shuffle. Apple cider. Wrapping gifts. Fat Albert Christmas movie. I am content with life.

Dec 25th

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Dec 23rd

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Dec 23rd

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Home.

The only thing I hate about being back home is that whenever I’m alone in my room, I flash back to where and who I used to be. Disconnected from everyone. Neglected and forgotten. Self doubt being the loudest voice in my head. Being the closet girl that’s terrified of coming out. Being alone. This is what I went through for ten years. Ten years of pain. Ten years of having a loving family...

Dec 23rd

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Dec 22nd

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Welp. Lesson learned.

I need to stop being so insecure. I need to take more chances. I need to actually believe that girls find me attractive. I need this or I’m going to miss out on opportunities or potential relationships just because I won’t take a chance.

Dec 22nd

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I will never hesitate again.

Dec 21st

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10 Reasons Not to Vote for Ron Paul

goodconsentrules: 10 Reasons Not To Vote For Ron Paul saucylark: 1. Ron Paul does not value equal rights for minorities. Ron Paul has sponsored legislation that would repeal affirmative action, keep the IRS from investigating private schools who may have used race as a factor in denying entrance, thus losing their tax exempt status, would limit the scope of Brown versus Board of...

Dec 17th

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